Tuesday, September 9, 2008

Confession to God

I knew and I know that I did them wrong,

When I kept quiet and I kept this special for him, as after so many time "If...I will give up" all kinds of hypothesises, I am still trying but still failing;

When I turned my back to them, left without saying anything, and mercilessly without her, as facing those people who disappointed me too many times and who really don't fit my life became a very difficult thing for me, I don't want to waste any of my sincere friendship anymore;

When I cut off when he called, as I've decided to refuse getting back to the past, also the mood;

THEREFORE
who don't love any one other,
who always find herself excuses for some issues she could not overcome,
who's losing her confidence day by day.

I hate myself, though I am recovering.

P.S.: Don't worry, only less than 4 month to go.

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