Reminder Only

事實證明 「借酒消愁愁更愁」 並無道理
愁倒是沒有增加或減少多少 只是醉的點被降低了很多

那一刻還可以保持以往的理智真是出乎我自己的意料之外了
而且計算得真的分毫不差 從alarm響起走出K房搭到的士到給Direction
僅存的清醒在一點點消逝 然後真的是在走下的士看到Keung的那一秒起
安心之後 記憶就全部沒有了 徹底的第一次醉倒

早上睜開眼睛的時候 就看到Keung的大頭在床邊 嚇死
差點讓本來就快痛死的頭更痛 把粥擺在我面前盯著我乖乖的吃完
他說 「你最好快點看下你的手機吧 一整個晚上的短信都快震到它沒電了」
Orz...

Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry 讓那麼多人擔心
維持開心的話也總會有upset的時候 但下一次我一定會記得不要再喝酒了
尤其是為那些不值得我這樣react的moments和人

讓我再聽一次Disguise
然後乖乖的去教堂吧 ^^

Have you ever felt some kind of emptiness inside
You will never measure up, to those people you
Must be strong, can't show them that you're weak

Have you ever told someone something
That's far from the truth
Let them know that you're okay
Just to make them stop
All the wondering, and questions they may have

I'm okay, I really am now
Just needed some time, to figure things out
Not telling lies, I'll be honest with you
Still we don't know what's yet to come

Have you ever seen your face,
In a mirror there's a smile
But inside you're just a mess,
You feel far from good
Need to hide, 'cos they'd never understand

Have you ever had this wish, of being
Somewhere else
To let go of your disguise, all your worries too
And from that moment, then you see things clear

I'm okay, I really am now
Just needed some time, to figure things out
Not telling lies, I'll be honest with you
Still we don't know what's yet to come