Can you tell what feeling it is (From LiveJournal)

I was always confused about until when i can use the user pix of mayday in this blog and today it is, let lee hom, a fantastic musician's live concert dvd playing on my computer, i don't know why this song reminds me mayday, and also the message the guitar player left in their offical site today.

I remember when I saw them the first time in the concert, they look so young and seem that they do not any responsibility to cover, they have just music, smile, energy and theirselves, just enjoy what music bring to them and what they give to those who love them and accompany them for those years, that's it. And later, some of them get engaged, then married, and now, having babies. After saw the guitar player's message, I just suddenly found out, I've just kind of involved in their music world for more than 6 years.

I was kidding when I talked to shadow tonight and I said, there will be some day I will lose all my feeling to someone, and I will be totally get back control which I always have and maybe I will be much happier, I think; though she said hope she could see that day before she dies, who can say things about the future, maybe I can just lose all the feeling about him tomorrow after I wake up and I may ask myself, who is he? why do I care about him so much?

So, all these above, these are just all bullshit, Rosie just listened to a song she's heard 10 years ago and suddenly caught up something, changes, future, and life, just this, I am just babbling so just leave me along, thanks. and just let me say one more thing, I miss Zidane, so much and, so much...