Thursday, March 26, 2009

The Right One



Finding the right person seemed a bit like a space shuttle coming back to earth,
there was a remarkably small window of opportunity, much smaller than anyone realizes,
and if you missed it, you had to find another window before it was too late.

-- Cathy Kelly

It has 244 days, since I started to waste my time, or not... :P

Friday, March 13, 2009

Myself

壓抑了快半年的情緒終于還是在昨天崩潰了
快半年沒大聲地哭出過的眼淚 終于還是留了一整夜

然後
終于
釋然了

因為一些承諾所以一直莫名的很堅持
在這個世界上似乎真的沒有完全影響不到別人的決定
而糾纏了許久果然到最後不管做怎樣的決定 負面情緒都會產生
分別只不過在于產生在我這邊 還是另一邊

結果
Comparing to 持續不斷的負面情緒
和持續不斷的「自私」的評語
我想或者 還是自私最後一次決定不要繼續堅持下去
對我而言 比較可以承受

即便曾經承諾過一些人我會很幸福
即便曾經承諾過一個人我會wait and see
即便明白現在的我只是在浪費時間錯過所謂的幸福
但我想目前的我 還不確定 我要的幸福

而 我只是單純
喜歡 嘴角上揚的感覺
喜歡 喜歡的人都在身邊的感覺
喜歡 自己的快樂可以感染他人的感覺
喜歡 能At least相信自己忠於自己的感覺

想決定 我的決定

So, Thank you, and Sorry, and I really care about you.

Saturday, March 7, 2009

Lantern In the Sky


A song reminds me
the wish we prayed for that year
when laterns were in the sky, and
when you are still, by my side
Grandpa

Monday, March 2, 2009

Smile Collection

I love annual dinner,
friends, gatherings, smiles, and the most important,
Taking pictures :P



Took pictures with over 55 smiles,
but missing one, I just really missed...