Another end of the relationship, just because of a ring, the x'mas gift ring. It's not that we broke up because of the loss the ring, it is because when I loss the ring, I was not worried, not because of that it is so important for me, it was just guilty, all i could feel. I felt guilty that I lost the ring he gave to me 2 days ago as X'mas gift. Today when shadow met me, I remember she asked a question "do u love him", I did not answer because I really donno the answer, the start of this relationship was because of I like him, even if I really like a lot of people, and he just requested at the right time, just so.
In the past 3 months, I tried for many months, to try hard, to be a good girl friend and tried to love him, i tried my best, i beleive, it was just proved to be impossible. He refused my break-up decision, even though i raise it up seriously, I donno if he would change his mind though, anyway, I donno.
When I'm writing down these words, i was outside an unknown bar in Shanghai which Shadow really enjoy there with her friends, and I heard an unknown band singing "Genter" inside even it was not mayday, who I am genterly lossing my feeling on the vocal, at this time, i just don't want to stay inside.
Today is a really strange day, they told me it is "winter arrival", but there are 3 people who broke up with their partners tonight, though it was said to a festival when a lot of ghosts appear, really strange day, i donno know why, and donno what to say. God plz belss me and all those I like in my life.
First day's album: http://www.flickr.com/photos/rosiehk/sets/72157594433491254/
